2014

就这样，我的degree课程已经开始了整整2个星期～ 似乎好多好多东西要学习，不知道老师是故意吓我们，还是为我们做好心理准备，而我的确是倍感压力。 以前都不会的，但这次例外！感觉好多东西要学习，怕自己学不来。想aim for cemerlang的cert，但是这个目标会不会太大了？ 唉～怎么办？明天终究还是会来。时间一直把人们往前推，所以我们只能抓紧他的每一分，每一秒，尽力而为！加油！2014 Please treat me better =D

Disappointment

I never want this to happen.But human are selfish, we always think about ourselves as priority. We won't admit easily although we are wrong. We will only do what we want to. We all have feeling. At the same time, we must care about others feelings too. I respect her because she was so strong,she never let the sickness to beat her down. She always try her best on never let others to have any chance to see her weakness. She try hard to be a good leader and tolerate to others. But she had forgotten about there is always give and take. So,at the end, everyone hate her. We can't tolerate to any particular person or else you must tolerate with everyone so that you will be fair enough to others. Or else, we are the one who face all the problems at the end. I cant stand with it any more but what can I do ? Only a few will listen to me. Just because I'll tell the truth that they would never want to listen. I don't want to do any explaining any more because I realised that, they would never agree with what I said. If someone got belief in you, you would never need to do any explaining to them but they still believe you. For those who already got expectation on you, no matter how you explain to them, they wont change their mind on you. So, I keep silent and pray for peace, and pray for her. Time flies, and that will slowly make a change in my life. Time makes things better, it's true and I always believe with it.

无题

有时候我们必须离开保护圈，到外头去闯一闯 有时候，受伤、跌倒，是会让我们成长的。这样以后的我们才会更幸福的被保护着。 - YK 经典语录 ^_^

不经意的～

我就是这样啦～一上网就忘了时间～好夜了哦！明天还有体能考试的@@ 在逛着部落格时，听到了一首部落客放在她的部落格中的歌～前奏是钢琴还有大提琴的合奏～然后就有一个女生唱起了这首歌～听着听着就被歌词吸引了～曲风好清新～这首歌听得心里感觉好甜蜜～有想谈恋爱的感觉～哈哈～很幸福呢！听歌也是一种享受～可惜那个部落客没有把歌名写在歌曲播放单～所以我就抄了歌词，去过谷歌搜搜啦～很幸运的～被我找到了～原来是徐婕儿的 I wanna be with you. 其实歌手是谁，我也不清楚，就觉得歌好听～呵呵～音乐就是那么神奇～

球类白痴

好吧～我承认我是 T^T 今天的amali真是被我搞砸了～分数会怎样也没有眼睛去看了～ 呜呜...球球，我爱你，你怎么不爱我？ 明天还有UKJK呢！俺老了啊！筋骨好硬啊！拉筋对我来说可是件痛苦万分的事情啊～～ 救命 (>_<) 真羡慕zora有学芭蕾，筋骨超软的说～ 明天的2.4km真的要拼了！！！不然amali的分数都不知道会不会及格呢 =( 是时候休息了～晚安～希望不要梦到AMALI啊 @@

目标

最近做什么都提不起劲，感觉自己越来越懒散了... 或许是因为过了那一段assignments期，身心都疲倦了。还是因为发现了自己的软弱，却又无能为力，所以才放纵自己，慢慢地颓废... 有时候，心中的自卑感真的会很强烈。想到自己总没有其他人那么优秀，以后要如何在社会立足，感觉很无助，很压力。负面的情绪一个接一个地涌向我。 崩溃的时候，只会哭，真是软弱到了极点。我讨厌这样的自己。 现在要为自己走出的第一步，就是改变。不能再像以前那样，嘻嘻哈哈，不认真。凡事都要考虑清楚，不能什么都跟着他人的意愿。是时候让自己变得有主见一些了。 再来就是充实自己，每天都要学习一些新的事物，懂多一点知识。对社会发生的事情不能再不闻不问了，再下去会变成井底之蛙了 （>_<)丸子！加油！改变自己！

假期～即将来临 ^_^

现在算是星期四了～还剩不到48小时，就要假期了！兴奋！ 有两个星期可以待在家里～呵呵～比起一些东马的同学～我的确幸福多了～ 因为有些朋友觉得飞机票太贵，而且要回到家也必须经历一段很漫长的路程，会很累，所以就没有回家了～ 某一天，不经意地看见云顶的户外游乐场在九月一日就要关闭了～ 希望在那之前到那里玩一趟，拍照留念 =) 在接下来的假期里面有好多assignment等着我去完成的～加油！ ^_^